My mum was just absolutely terrified. She was shaking. It was worse the second time 'round when i admitted that i'd started again . I'd done it a few times in between but always managed to get it under control again... and then around June / July i really went for it hook line + sinker again. She just cried and cried and cried and was so scared of losing me. It was horrible
I would've given myself about a week before I get so upset about being alone that I try it to see what the fuss is about, and why it worked for her. It seems I've done virtually everything she'd normally do to try to remind myself of her, I guess it's just a natural progression. But I'm still a tracophobe, so I'll pass out before I can.
I took about 15 paracetamol tablets at once.
And im ok.
I like punching myself whenever i realsie how shi everything is
removes some frustration and anger i guess
ive whacked myself on the head for being "stupid". then i get angrier because i shouldnt have doneit. then just end up with a headache. stupid
Yeah i have done the beating thing too. Its one which doesnt leave obvious marks like scars.
You would need ot be careful with the water. If it was boiling then it could scald you, and that does leave nasty scars.