I am gay because whenever I masturbate I watch gay porn. When I see boys in the street I can't help but think "wow he's hot".
I can't seem to slot into the gay community. I've never been in a gay relationship or done anything sexual with boys.
I have convinced myself I'm in a phase of being gay & one day I will wake up and be straight. That sounds unrealistic but I'm utterly convinced.
I am out - my mum and dad know - but I still feel confused.
By the way I'm still a virgin. I feel seriously immature and lonely.
Has yours come through yet?