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Made a prat of myself, drank 3 bottles of wine, feel alone... Watch

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    I'm in a bit of crisis mode at the minute where everything seems to be falling around me.

    I've had a spate of being on medication for depression, I'm now off. I am a binge drinker, I know I have a problem, because I can't open a bottle of wine without drinking the bottle. I'm not an alcoholic because I don't crave drink and can go for weeks without any but when I drink, boy do I drink. I've been with my boyfriend about 18 months, but in my head I've written off the relationship as we've been rowing so much and barely see each other, but I don't feel like I can dump him before xmas and I don't want the spectacle of pain and drama right now. We're supposed to be going on a mini break next week and I really don't want to go, I don't feel like I can put on a brave face and pretend everything is ok. I combine an intensive degree with working 20-25 hours a week, and I'm struggling to cope.

    I'm also part of a uni society, and yesterday we had a social. As per title I drank 3 bottles of wine and was absolutely ****ing raving, telling anyone who'd listen about my problems with my boyfriend and how I like this other lad. I fell over and accidently rang the doorbell of a neighbours rather than the person's intented at 11pm and this girl got pissed off when I tried to use her laptop to check facebook. My housemate said that I pissed people off and I will stop getting invited out, as everyone thought I was pathetic. I drunkenly turned up at the house of the guy I like and though he was really nice and let me stay this morning I just felt like such a ****, the way he looked at me cut through me.

    I feel pathetic, I feel like such a massive loser and an absolutely crap person and I feel weak. I just want to run away.

    3 bottles of wine? Sorry George Best.

    Most people have this experience at some point in their life.

    Just learn from it and move on. No one will remember.

    We all have bad nights.

    However you do need to deal with the drinking. Like, seriously.
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