I'm turning 18 soon, and over the past couple of months strange things are happening to me.. i feel really strange with myself at the moment...
It all started when i started when i began year 13, I was suddenly feeling confident about my drama classes, some of the people in my class said i was good, and i've always known that i was good at acting when i was small. but all of a sudden i had began to not be as shy and polite as i had been, (i think it just wastes time being soo shy all the time)
SO i became more funny, and crazy with my comedy within drama and more in my personality too, which just feels natural to me. I'm only having fun
Then in all my new classes, which i was being so confident in, i didnt find any friends, i didnt fit in with anyone, and just felt reeally lonely.. REALLY LONELY, i kept on seeing people giggling at me whenever i had gone up to talk to them, trying to make friends. but i wasnt being too friendly
I feel so wacky towards people, but to me it just feels like im making them laugh and relaxing, being comfortable, because they do laugh.
But over the past few weeks, i've been feeling either reeeally HAPPY one minute and then SERIOUSLY DEPRESSED the next, it can change every half hour, depending on whether something 'goes my way' or not. like missing the bus!! :/
I dont know who i am anymore, i'm always gettin the feeling that most people who i talk to 'dont get me' or just 'dont understand'
I dont get me either...i try so hard to be normal and friendly, but i just feel so...odd with myself at the moment....
I DONT KNOW WHO I AM
Do i have a personality Disorder? Watch
- Thread Starter
- 14-12-2010 20:35
- 14-12-2010 20:41
I think I'm kinda like that too, sometimes. I actually totally understand where you're coming from anyway.
I find it also confusing, becausee to people I don't speak to, I'm like funny and stuff (which just comes naturally out) but when my friends are with me, I'm a little more serious. and then when they're both around me.. I don't know what to do?!
but the whole "I don't know who I am" thing is I guess that's what us teenagers are all about. We're still growing up and still finding out who we are.. so give it time, eh?
So the answer in my opinion is no.Last edited by Pharm Boy; 14-12-2010 at 20:58.