this may be hard to describe
im a guy, i have plenty of friends who are girls, but theres one i like the most (as a friend) and i feel like im close to her (friends only lol)
but i dont know how close a friend i am to her?
i know a lot about her, she knows everything about me... etc.
i dont know if it means anything but, when i see her i hug her, but she'd never initiate it! and its awkward when i say bye, its always just bye and then i walk off...
and i also dont know if im being tooo keen on talking to her, i call her and talk to her a lot but then again she does to me aswell... its just that i like talking to her so much i can never leave it for a long time to see if she'll start the conversation or call me or ask to meet!
also sometimes i feel like im too quiet when with her and i feel the need to always talk or have something to say, otherwise its quite the awkward silence!
yeah i dont know what im asking or what im expecting, but i just wanted to write this down and see what people have to comment!
oh and keep this anon!
... and the ones that won't