I am sick and tired of my life, my parents everything! they DONT understand me, at all, I went from state to grammar sixth form and am going through HELL!!
I have always done what my parents want me to, I am asian and a muslim, I have done everything they have always asked me to, EVERYTHING, even to the point because I got A*s they want me to be a doctor, Im not interested in being a doctor, but then I agreed and chose science a levels and went to a grammar 6th form for,
but I hate it there, I cant study, and its not that I havent tried, I have but im soo depressed there, and its affecting my health, I hardly eat, Ive lost to much weight, so I decided to talk to my dad, (useless speaking to my mum, she doesnt care and doesnt have time) he SHOUTED at me and said Im the most useless kid hes ever seen, he said everyone else is fine its just i am the one who is demented, and all I have ever seen growing up was my parents fighting, even on my brithday,
I have been having suicidal thoughts, I know its against my religion, but I am crying, but I feel like its the only option, they wont let me move out, my brothers are over protective,
i dont know what to do
giving up hope... Watch
- Thread Starter
- 17-12-2010 14:49
- 17-12-2010 14:55
You should NEVER give up Hope!
- 17-12-2010 15:02
talk to your brothers?
- 17-12-2010 15:11
Not being rood but you're just being a moody, hormonal teenager, which isn't your fault, its a phase. You'll get over it in time, concentrate on your studies for now and if you really dont want to be a doctor, choose a course you want to do, its your choice, not theirs.