me and my ex broke up over a year ago on really bad terms and till this day we are still bitter and any tiny piece of conversation we have nowadays is nasty.
i think this is because we still really care about each other and cannot open up about our feelings so use sarcasm and insults instead. he always hated that i couldnt tell him the way i felt.
so im going travelling for a year and it is fast approaching. i dont want to leave without at least putting us on good terms as i am now ready to be friends although ideally i would like to explain how i have never got over him and still really love him.
would he appreciate this because i am telling him how i feel for once or is that really selfish and should i keep it to myself?
i just know that if i dont at least try then i will always regret it though i dont want to mess him up because i want him to be happy.
as well, if you think i should tell him should i tell him now or i go in four months so should i tell him closer to when i depart. and how should i explain?
im strong enough to talk but that doesnt mean he is so i really dont know how he would react, what shall i do?
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