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Two lookalikes at Uni

I've been on and off with this guy for about 3 and a half years now.

It's just a really tough relationship. We've ended up just relying on eachother for our "needs". I'm going through a really tough year, always crying blah blah and he's rubbish at the whole comforting/loving role.

We've just started first year of University together, at halls, and somehow we've ended up going to the same Uni. We've swapped lives, he's become Mr Popular and I've gone into hiding. I try not socialise much. I've just got my group of friends.

I've always gone for a guy I'm not totally attracted to. He's got a few appearance issues, and I've learnt to live it. Like I wanted someone tall, he isn't. Nice teeth. nope. Etc... But all in all, I've always thought we'd end up together. But it was so different before, he'd literally worship the floor I'd walk on. But it's not the same. He's never been too loving, but he's become this selfish pig.

My dilemma: there's a guy in my course, who looks EXACTLY like him. I'm telling you, if you saw them two, you'd think they were the same people. It's like Russ and Ross.

The new guy is tall, friendly, nice teeth etc etc etc. Don't have a clue what he's like. So much more...

But I don't know what to do. I feel like giving up on this, but we have this connection. I'm thinking to myself it's just such a tough year. We can work on this. Or shall I move on. I've had better offers before, I've never taken it, even when he was being a total div. Sacrificed a lot for him. This new guy might not even be amazing, but I haven't given myself the chance to even talk to him as I'm afraid of what will happen.

Sorry I've rambled on. But I'm just so confused. If you could just see them two, it'd freak you out.