I have had diagnosed depression, anxiety, self harm and OCD since I was a child. Three years ago my weight got down to 38 kgs which i really didn't notice until I went to the doctor for other reasons.It was just normal for me to not eat much.I was seeing a eating disorder specialist for short period and then stopped seeing them as the idea of being admitted to hospital was being thrown around and I really really didn't want that. For 6 months my weight went up slightly. I then started puking up everything I would eat (i wasn't bingeing just a normal amount of food). I have for the past 3 months being starving (tiny amount every 3 days) and over excercizing. My height is now 166cm and my weight 55.8 with a BMI of around 21. I would like help with my eating but i'm afraid that because of my weight being at a normal level I wont be able to. What is your opinion?
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