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    I'm female. 18. I don't dig younger males.

    The song 'wetter' by lil wayne makes me.. well wet.

    Sometimes if its my 3rd or 4th time that day, normal porn just doesn't do it. I start thinking about being in my school uniform sitting on the knee of a much older man (sometimes his face turns into Jason Isaacs but most of the time he looks likes Denis Leary and one time when i was on a real low it was my best friends dad) and then we do schtuff. Dominating stuff, but not in a kinky way, more a age/experience dominerance.

    I'm a virgin and i date/have dated normal guys and done very little with them. When i'm with them these thoughts don't enter my mind. Sometimes when i'm alone and i think of these type of things i get really turned on/close without stimulation.
    or when i'm on a train surrounded by 40+ men in suits i feel such a surge of arousal and just need to get release.


    I know i will grow out of this..because it wouldn't turn me on to be 25 doing a 40+ yo. I'd have to be in my teens.

    This isn't something i plan on or need to share with anyone buhhhh i just wanted to know if it was okay. I feel like a ****ing creep typing 'young teen giving BJ to older man' on pornsites. What if i'm getting watched by the police. I never google child porn, so don't worry but yeah... Older men
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    Bump it.

    Mods took ages to approve...God knows why my :rolleyes:

    Any fellow closet age gap lovers?? I only like them in ****s. Highly unlikely of wanting or pursuing anything in real life :innocent:
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    Don't worry, my girlfriend used to call me a pedo the whole time!

    But what the hell does she know, she's only seven anyway.
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    This must be some sort of joke.
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    (Original post by Jmzie-Coupe)
    This must be some sort of joke.
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    Which bit is funny?

    And why are no girls responding. Preferably girls who can tell me i'm not the only one
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    Because you clearly don't know what a paedophile is judging from your cretinous post. Evopolar has the right idea.
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    (Original post by evopolar)
    Don't worry, my girlfriend used to call me a pedo the whole time!

    But what the hell does she know, she's only seven anyway.
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    I think you need to google what a paedophile is? Because I dont think you know... :lolwut:
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    How does this make you a paedophile? Paedophiles are people who engage in sexual acts with young children/infants (and or think of it, I suppose).

    Wouldn't it be like, reverse-paedophilia? Is there even a word for that?! Hmm...
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    No no, you're fine.


    ...You just have something called "daddy issues" is all :p:
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    Learn what paedophile means or gtfo.

    Also, you could make a ton of money in porn if you wanted.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
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    Which bit is funny?

    And why are no girls responding. Preferably girls who can tell me i'm not the only one
    Hi, girl here. It's normal. Older men are hot. And Jason Issacs :borat: like your taste.

    It's funny because you say you feel like a paedophile when you fancy older men. That's like the complete opposite of paedophilia. Don't worry.
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    Do you really think of 40 plus in your porn fantasies. :O
    I hardly have ever come across one in my imaginary world...but now will..cause of you .. :P
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    (Original post by christine18)
    Paedophiles are people who engage in sexual acts with young children/infants.
    No paedophiles are people attracted to young children.
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    the official word is "reverse peado"
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    inverse peadophile? Geriatriphile?
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    I think she means by the paedophile bit, that she is looking for porn with younger girls and old men, so people may shes looking for paedophilia.... If you get what I mean..

    OP its normal, older men do it for me too My poor school teachers got tortured :P
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    If that's paedophilia, the police have been arresting the wrong people for years - yet again the real criminals run off into the sunset with their Barbie/Action Man dolls
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    The opposite's called gerontophilia btw. I knew Greek was helpful in real life...
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    (Original post by CharlieBee_90)
    Hi, girl here. It's normal. Older men are hot. And Jason Issacs :borat: like your taste.

    It's funny because you say you feel like a paedophile when you fancy older men. That's like the complete opposite of paedophilia. Don't worry.
    I know what i paedophile is...but...i'm still scared i'd get in trouble because my tastes border on supporting paedophilia.

    eg. When browsing for suitable **** material i often come across a lot of ****ed up stuff (that doesn't turn me on at all) which borders on paedophilia and is revulsive to me. On mainstream porn sites videos of girls dressed as toddlers in nappies :lolwut::vomit: acting like infants while old men are carrying them and forcing themeselves on them. Its weird.


    Thanks charliebee for your post. And everyone else. I just thought one would be guilty if semi-paedophilic thoughta turned them on. My bad. I was 15/16 when they first unwillingly entered my mind.


    Fyi - I don't have a dad, never wanted one either.
 
 
 
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