Being selfish and ridiculous. I know. Help? Watch
So, the thing is, he really wants to do something with his life, travel or something, and I get it because I'm the same kind of person, but he's already 24 and I'm younger, getting in university next year. So that's something he can do, but I can't.
He told me earlier that he applied for a job in Spain. Godam Spain ! In la Costa Del Sol, very very far away...
I am being selfish, I know I am, and ridiculous aswell. So I didnt tell him what I really thought about it of course (like "if you're going down there how the hell could we have something? and what about me going to Manchester next year youhou?"...).
I know I know this is stupid, and silly, cause we have nothing yet and it might never happen, but I had built this up in my head and I could already picture myself with him, kind of...
So, in fact, what I was wondering was... Well should I tell him at some point ? Or just pretend I don't give a **** and just move on ?