it wasn't to spite him i was about to finish with him anyway because he hit me and said some well nasty things to me he was acting so werid sometimes i thought after i finished with him tat he had been cheating on me and had no idea at the time,
then i was told he was sleeping with my best mate and cheating wid loads of other people and he was jelous i got a taxi home wid a guy who obviously wanted me to be safe, i did think it was a terrible thing to do it doesn't excuse my behaviour but in some ways i think he was waiting for me to do it so he could have a reason to finish with me, i got told he wants to finish with you but he can't his best effort was to get a bunch of my mates arrested on my b/day and try to get the police to try and let him drive a car (totally wrecked) then blamed me for his behaviour it was all so complicated and i don't know why i did it,
if i asked him about my mate when i was jelous he went off his nut and shouted all the abuse under the sun at me and threatened to bottle me a few times!!
all he wanted was money from me, and i was foolish enough to give it to him, to give in to threats is so weak i know, i obviousy have no self respect when by everyone who has been in my life has treated me badly, my friendships and life is it tatters now, i don't blame him as such it was both our faults, i was scared of him some of the time and my other mate begged me to finish with him thinking he would do something silly and hurt me,
excuse my spellings and stuf please!!
i would say imature 1-10 it was a 9!! but there are reasons for it!! please don;t think badly of me!!