There's this guy in the library. We have a thing. Started off with stares and the odd giggle, lots of tension etc. We've seen one another in the uni library and shared a wee moment of tension about 66 times since september - he is here almost every day!
He's seen me looking like a jobby stressed during exams/messy after football/okayish looking. Its a noce ego boost especially because my uni = rahh central full of beauties.
Anyway 3 weeks ago I ran into him at the uni student union night out = lots of sexual tension. I'm not gonna lie, I looked smokin' that night. On the way back from the loo I ran into him and we didn't really speak but suddenly we were kissing, I normally hate hate hate kissing but god the weeks of build up and the hot skin urghhhhhh it was sending me off my rocket.
So that was all guid and made me giddy but then I ran away from him (i liked the transient nature of a fleeting sexual moment as opposed to blumbering humane chat/explanations).
More library glancing, more tension and then bam, I pulled him on the fourth floor corridor of my library = really good experience (even though i'd kissed wonderful, nice sexy people between that, it still didn't have the same amazingness as kissing 'library dude').
So today I found out that library dude has a girlfriend. I don't know how I feel about this. They've been going out since september 2009. I'm still strongly attracted to him but it would be morally wrong for me to keep this up, where can I find another one?
I'm a virgin but I do want some thrills, just not the sleazy type from clubs. I like hot guys but I like then a bit...spontanious and unconventional. In clubs I feel overwhelmed and almost under threat and just a bit scared.
I really want to keep snogging, grinding and teasing this guy between rustic bookshelves. Advice? Also...guys would you pick up girls in the library? I always think if you can find me attractive then, then I will be more comfy with you. In a club your only coming on to me because of my body, my make-up face and the atmosphere of sexiness.
Sorry for rambling and being a slut.
TLDR: guy I keep pulling = has a GF, where to find another guy to pull?