... because it means dresses, strappy tops, shorts etc.
I absolutely hate my body. I don't have one thing I like about it. I actually disgust myself, and I don't know why any man looking at me would find me attractive.
My hair is greasy ALL the time, like a couple of hours after I wash it, my skin is spotty, I never got spots when I was in my teens, but now they attack!
I have stretchmarks everywhere, including on my arms. I didn't even know you could get stretchmarks on your arms!!
I am so overweight it's ridiculous. I can't even walk without breaking into a sweat. The thing is, in clothes I can kinda get away with it, you might think 'she's overweight' but you wouldn't think the clothes size I wear is actually my size.
I used to be so much prettier when I was younger, and the ironic thing is that I was really self-conscious back then, where right now I would kill for that body back.
When I was less heavy, I had a Kim Kardashian type figure, I am never going to be a Keira Knightley type, I will always be bigger, but I don't want to be like this anymore.
I actually got a pilonidal sinus, which I had to have surgery on, so swimming and cycling, my two favourite sports are out the window right now. I can't go to the gym or swimming until I lose a bit of weight. Ironic thing is that I had just bought a exercise bike when I had to get this surgery.
I know it can be done, and I love healthy food, my problem is purely psychological.