hey dont worry, i have such messed up eating habits, and you feel really bad about it but focusing on it just makes it worse. i like diet for 3 days and then have tons of pasta or whatever just because i feel crap or am out with friends. its really unhealthy. but it think thats just what some people do, like some people drink when they feel bad, or smoke loads, for lots its eating badly! i struggle so much with it but i find its worse if i beat myself up about it. just try and find things you really like that arent too unhealthy example fruits you love, or veg like cucumber or carrots, and whole meal bread. try and stick to something for a while so you feel like you have more control over your eating... like ive been eating more healthy all week and now just cuz its cold and im bored i had pasta and doritos and a brownie! its silly, but i guess its just a girl thing, and as long as youre not morbidly overweight i wouldnt dramatize it.