please help, ive been with my boyfriend almost 2 years and hes recently started seeing and getting back in touch with his old mates. Its just been him and me for most of the relationship. Hes my first boyfriend, im really insecure and have always suffered low self esteem. Hes been going out with old mates, including girls (who used to like him) and drinking alot. Im just worried im going to lose him, i know im prob being pathetic and stupid. were both 22. ive got no mates, at all and just end up staying home, not even got family to go out with. I dont know what to do to stop being so paranoid, i feel im wasting my life but dont know how to get over being shy and make friends my boyfriend is getting annoyed that i depend on him too much, i just dont know what to do. i need to change my life but have no confidence at all..
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