I'm really sorry to be a drag, and I know I should be grateful for what I have, but at times, like today I really wish I could start over..
Im in a very odd place at the moment in my life, although I do have friends (at uni and home). I lack that sense of closeness that I can see others have with their friends, I feel trapped and now uni is coming to an end, although Ive had an amazing 4 years, I do feel that I wish I was closer to more people...
How can I change this, im back home next year and fear Il never be the same again..I want to have that busy social life that I once had
What should I do?