Parents' reactions to attempted suicide? Watch
Talk to someone you feel safe with about this and get through it! You can get through this!
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Theres no point in committing suicide when you feel that you have no control of your own life. Its time to get control of your life.
So why don't you talk to your parents and if not them then your GP or a close friend/another family member you trust perhaps? what's the worse that can happen? they don't believe that you are in pain, which is where your GP or a close friend/another family member you trust comes in, to me it sounds a lot better than killing ones self which is never the answer.
Grab life by the balls and be in charge of your destiny, don't let it **** you over.
It does get better though - I was about as depressed as you can get, but eventually with the right treatment I started getting better, and now I'd consider myself almost completely cured. There are plenty of things you can do to treat depression (I'm assuming that you are depressed) - there are lifestyle changes like doing more exercise or having a better diet, or talking therapies like counselling or CBT, or there's the medication route (although doctors are a bit wary of prescribing antidepressants to under 18s). So there are plenty of options you can try, don't give up yet.
Another thing that can be a lifeline is to have somebody who you trust and can talk to when you're feeling down. This could be a family member, a friend, a teacher or a doctor (and I would definitely recommend that you see your gp if you haven't done so already). If there's no-one in your life who you feel able to talk to about this stuff there's always the samaritans, who you can phone or email, or on tsr there's the depression society.
I am sorry that you are feeling so low at the moment. It seems like you are struggling with a difficult situation with your parents. I would really advice that you talk to someone about how you are feeling and maybe try and get some help from your GP?
Right now it sounds like it might help you to talk though how you are feeling with someone, especially if you are worried that you might harm yourself. I would advice talking to the Samaritans, you can find their details here: http://www.samaritans.org/ and can get in touch with them via email, call or text. If you text of email they will usually be in contact within a few hours. If you would like to speak to them on the phone but don't feel able to call them I can call them for you and ask them to call you back. If this is something that you would be interested in please send me a private message.
I am going to close this thread now, this is not because we don't want to help or support you but because people can post some very hurtful comments in threads of this nature. If you want to talk about this sort of thing the Samaritans would definitely be a good place to start.