Please no mean comments and yes I understand that everyone is stressed at the moment but this is different...
So for the past month or so I've been feeling really depressed as in actual depression.
I'm talking about the type when you lie in bed for hours not wanting to move, you don't really have an appetite, contemplating suicide, nothing makes you happy, trouble sleeping etc. The last thing on my mind is revision, I've tried to look at some work but it makes me feel worse so I've largely been avoiding it.
I get decent grades and before this started I had been working quite hard, but my exams are next week and I'm not at all prepared for them and can tell I'm not going to get the grades I need for uni (can't afford to retake next year due to tuition fees).
I haven't been to see a doctor as I DO NOT WANT to be put on anti-depressents as I don't want to rely on them for the rest of my life.
My first choice uni has said in the past that if you're ill on the day of the exam or there are special circumstances that could affect your overall grade then you should e-mail them to inform them so they might consider you.
Depression is an illness and it's going to have negative consequences on my results so do you think I should write to them?
P.S I have been a previous sufferer of depression (I had it two years ago and had to see a counselor).