I just want a companion who i can spend the rest of my life with, i'm tired of not having true friends around me.
I just don't have any enthusiasm to talk to people or if i do i over compensate.
I went on my first date last year and i'm 23 and she was a nice person but i wasn't her type it's probably because i'm more sensitive or high pitch voice or something.
I probably just need friends i dunno because it's been 6 years since i've had a friend that was with me all the time.
I might meet a friend from school once a year but i just need true friends. I met a true friend on the internet but i don't think we'll meet because she lives far away.
i don't know but i am starting to feel that i will never find love i mean i did find love with someone but i think we are only going to be just friends and i can't ask her because i don't want to make her feel negative if she doesn't feel the same
Maybe i'm feeling like this because i don't feel well because of headache and cold and it gets you thinking plus i started thinking how easy is it for me to get the job i want.
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