Warm on the inside, cold on the outside...

I have a problem.

It's not that I'm cold hearted... I love so much... I just don't know how to say these things.

A few years ago I was told to stop being so depressed by my friends at the time. Or they'd leave me. From that day on I learnt to pretend and its come so far that it's hard to start new relationships because the other person doesnt think I'm interested in our friendship/relationship so nothing happens even if I am.

I realised this the other day. And I don't know what to do!

There's always a guy when it comes to problems like this. I apologise for the repitition... I'm 99.5% sure he likes me a lot, and I've just realised I have completely fallen for him big time. He constantly compliments me, quietly tells me how beautiful I look... How funny I am... So many compliments and what do I do? He's so wonderful to me... He makes me feel amazing and I want him so much. He's so amazing...

I'm a complete bitch arent I?... I'm nice really, just a bit shy...

Coyly smile and say Thank You polietly and quietly. Why cant I say something back? Its like there's a huge block that prevents me from saying "No don't cut your hair, its wonderful how it is." I have so many things to say, but I can't say them!

Please, I really need advice. I may explode with want for him, and I'm scared I'm pushing him away... I'm so backwards.

Merry Christmas xxx

Reply 1

afhstingray

fortune favours the bold!

you should have stood under the mistletoe this xmas ...

Reply 2

Harv616

Well if you cant say it, write it down?

Send him a love letter!

Reply 3

Glow

Ooh! We have the very same problem, I'm really trying to be a bit more open and saying stuff like that, but it's just so hard! Recently I've been a bit more successful in that sense and believe me, it feels good.

Reply 4

afhstingray

if you're good at singing maybe record a song? its quite easy to do if you have a computer. or if you're not good at singing try the old fashioned mix tape :P or maybe modernise it to a mix CD hehe..