My (once) lover

I thought your a virgin until you have sex with someone of the opposite sex im confused .

Hey...well to begin with i'm gay so that poses a big problem in itself. But i can confront that..i can deal with anyone who does'nt feel "comfortable" around me. The problem is, early last year, i met someone. Well i remember my first thought being "he is gorgeous" lol and i was so nervous because i had'nt really done anything of the nature beofre..i was definatley not experienced. We went to his house and he told me he was a model.. i knew there was a physical attraction between us and we kissed. So we met up alot for about 7 or 8 months.. and then sort of on and off for a while after that. I havent seen him in about two months. I fell in love with him, and he once told me he loves me but i knew he was very much intrested in the physical side of it. He went with someone else and started cheating on him with me for a while.. but he started saying "we cant see eachother anymore" and we stopped for like 2 weeks. Then he text saying lets meet and we did. I didnt find him attractive anymore...he had hurt me too much so it didnt work out that well.. i just didnt enjoy him as much. Anyway, i miss and still have feelings for him, but he always randomly turns up when my life is going well. He text today saying miss you, happy new year, xmas and that and a while b4 that sayin happy xmas.. i know he will want to meet again. I dunno wether to let him in my life again because he might hurt me.. and im not so much a "sexual" person anymore.. i did that and got bored of it. I dont want 2 fall in love with him again because it will never work. Its 2 complicated. I'm stuck on what to do. I had torn his number and deleted all the pics of him on my phone, but he still has my number for a reason, and i dont know wether thats because he is intrested in my sexually still or feels something for me. I have other love intrests but nothing will compare...he took my virginity and was my fist love.

That's a pretty ignorant and stupid comment.

As for your problem, it does seem like he's using you, or just trying to contact you every now and then because he knows he can and knows you'll respond; pulling at your heart strings almost.

The best way to get over someone is to break all contact with them, I know you've done that, and you can't stop him texting you, but just tell him that you've moved on and that he can't keep popping up on you like this. Hopefully he'll understand, which is the best you can hope for I guess?

Repost without using anonymity and I'll gladly discuss my views with you (although this really isn't the place.)

That's a pretty ignorant and stupid comment.
EDIT: I just notice you posted anonymously, in that case I presume you knew you were being ignorant and just did it to provoke a reaction. Grow up.