There's this guy in college, a year older than me. Ever since I first saw him in college and every time since, I just felt like there's something really special about him... It's not just lust. He is really, really cute, and seems fun, smart and interesting, and I can tell he's as amazing on the inside as he is on the outside. It's like, when I see him, I want to be with him and If I could everything would be alright for a change.
But, he's straight, and he has a girlfriend, and I wouldn't and couldn't steal someone else's boyfriend. I've never spoke to him, and I wouldn't know how to.
He seems familiar too, like I know him or something, I know we went to the same high school but he was in the year above me, I didn't look at boys then and never really saw him much. I learned his name when I saw his myspace, but I don't really know much about him or what to do...