I want to stop loving my BF. The problem is that we are too different and he now tells that he wants to marry me etc. But I understand that I am not sure if I will be happy with him, coz we have to many arguments, and we are just too different! We want different things, I am 20 and want to go mad, I mean do stupid things with my partner, like dance on the streets, go to ice rink together, make love in cars, go to the disco and getting drunk together, then go home and have sex for all nite, but he is 27 and he is so calm and pragmatic... There are many things, but there is no need to write them I just dont want to be with him any more, I got it, but the problem is that I am madly in love with him, but I understand that I dont want to be with such a person, I just cant accept what he is and i am tired to be that pusher, who organizes evrth etc... It is just my first real relationships and I am kind of sceared to lose it, and I also cant cut it at one moment coz as soon as I start talking about breaking up he starts to cry and get to my heart, but after a few days evrth is the same..so the question is how do I stop my feelings, and I want to do that first and then break up with him, so his tears wont get to my hearts...how do I do that?