Thats really good to read, well done for going. I remember being terrified when I met my person for the first time, but the inital appointment is the worst then it gets easier as you get to know each other. At first its really scary and embarassing, but then it becomes ok as you get used to it and begin to trust them. I've seen men and women in the past, some were great and some were rubbish. It just depends on personal preference really and if you 'click' at feeling comfortable with someone. Hope it all goes well and you get what you need out of it. Can you extend after the 8 sessions if you need to? As thats not very long at all.