confused!

It's become a irritating now. 2 years ago I had gone to cousins house for 2 months and I'm kinda a lonely boy . We've been very close we were kids. Really really close. I had grown close to her in the last month or so. It was during the first week that I told her I liked her. I dnt know but it became deeper and we even kissed quite a few times. At the end of the 2nd month we realised it was just not right and decided not to like each other the way we were. To be more like cousins. After I left we did talk for a few weeks. And then suddenly she stopped talking and i stopped calling. I didn't like her that way after that at all. I ended loving her when we decided to stop. This happened for a year and a half when one day she sent me an email asking me how i was. I replied and we started talking around november again. I came to know she had a boy friend and we were cool. We talked till december. And then one day again she stopped taking my call. So I stopped calling. And she called in Jan begining twice. The 2nd call ended pretty ok . I called her somedays ago and again she's started neglecting my calls. I dnt understand whats wrong with her. My mind linking everything with that summer. She once said I made her kiss me and that she really didn't want to. It just makes me feel like a villian. She's made my aunt(her mom) go against me for some reason. She told her mum that I really egoistic and stufff. I'm really pissed off as I have my exams coming in 2 months. I just want to get it all out of my mind. But I wnt be since her mum and my mum are related....

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The Mudman

Ignore her. Concentrate on exams, they're the most important thing, at least for the minute. Get her out of your head completely and just get on with revision etc.