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    i came to uni hoping it would be the change i needed in my life but i cant stop crying and thinking about killing myself, my problems have come with me, i cant look at myself in the mirror im so ugly, im older as well and its so hard because everyone seems to know each other, i was so drunk last night i took paracetemol and cut my arm trying to kill myself, now ive got a big cut and cant go outside in a t shirt and its so hot outside, on the first night i climbed up the uni building because there was scaffolding and a ladder and i wanted so bad to just jump off but i awes too scared to do it so i just sat there crying my eyes out
    i feel like im in limbo now because i cant stay here and i cant go home because its just back to my old life where i was miserable, back to a dead end job, no girflriend, being ugly and hating myself, im so scared because i dotn know what to do, im really panicking and cant stop crying
    i have depression but i dont feel i can get back from it, ive been this way for years and years and i dont think medication will work, i took it a while ago and seriously almost killed myself
    i just cant believe i feel this bad now at uni, i know no one can say anything to change how i feel but i just had to write this
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    (Original post by huntingbears7)
    i came to uni hoping it would be the change i needed in my life but i cant stop crying and thinking about killing myself, my problems have come with me, i cant look at myself in the mirror im so ugly, im older as well and its so hard because everyone seems to know each other, i was so drunk last night i took paracetemol and cut my arm trying to kill myself, now ive got a big cut and cant go outside in a t shirt and its so hot outside, on the first night i climbed up the uni building because there was scaffolding and a ladder and i wanted so bad to just jump off but i awes too scared to do it so i just sat there crying my eyes out
    i feel like im in limbo now because i cant stay here and i cant go home because its just back to my old life where i was miserable, back to a dead end job, no girflriend, being ugly and hating myself, im so scared because i dotn know what to do, im really panicking and cant stop crying
    i have depression but i dont feel i can get back from it, ive been this way for years and years and i dont think medication will work, i took it a while ago and seriously almost killed myself
    i just cant believe i feel this bad now at uni, i know no one can say anything to change how i feel but i just had to write this
    Is there anyone you are close to that you can talk to? If there isn't then please call the Samaritan's http://www.samaritans.org/
    You have the world at your feet at uni - your life has just begun. Please talk to somebody, your life can change.
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    You need to seek help immediately...you can dial 999 and take it from there
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    Just give it a couple of weeks and it will get better. Try to make some friends. Just take each day as it comes and your soon get into a flow.
 
 
 
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