Argh I'm having a totally rubbish week at uni! I ended up missing a really important workshop/seminar thing and now I don't know what do for my coursework, missed it because I am really ill with tonsilitis and I couldn't face going in for it, but now I feel even worse for the fact that I missed it. I also have to miss doing my sports tonight to catch up on the work that I've missed. I'm afraid that I'm falling back in to my old routine of missing lectures and staying in bed and not doing any work When I really want to do well I just have no motivation at the moment.
Also not seen my friends from last year for absolutely ages. My flat mates are nice enough but I just feel totally left out and lonely at the moment.. how can I get out of this rut? I just want to go home for a while and escape it all but I can't because I've got a job, and that usually ends up making it worse because I don't have contact with uni people and it gets all awkward!
It's a dilemma