Right, well I've always been very against smoking, I think it's disgusting and foul, and I've always told myself I will never be a smoker.
However for the past couple of times I've been out clubbing I've smoked, quite alot. They're only one-offs, I don't do it to look cool, I do it because it gives me a high when I'm dancing and stuff. During the day I don't feel the need to smoke at all, and I detest it. So you couldn't really say I was a regular smoker. And I don't even like smoking when i'm standing around in bars, it's literally just when I dance and I get the most incredible high (spose its the alcohol mixing with the nicotine).
My question is if I carry on like this, am I at risk of making myself addicted? I really really really don't want to be labelled as a smoker, cos its a nasty nasty habit and I know i'm being a hypocrite by smoking but when I smoke when I'm clubbing it doesn't really feel like I'm smoking, it just gives me a headrush that feels so good.