hey guys,
im 14 and in year 11 at school, and im finding the amount of work i have to do at home really really stressful. im falling alseep in classes and am very nearly almost dozing off on the bus journey home. i constantly feel exhausted and i dont even know why. i dont know if i eat enough. let me give you a run-down on my school day and please tell me if theres anything i can do to limit the stress. :/ also, how much homework do you think is simply
too much?
wake up at 6,
get ready to leave the house for 7am sharp (i barely have time to eat breakfast, maybe a rice cake or a few pieces of bread or an apple),
get on bus at 7:30 (i get a car lift to the bus stop),
get to school at 8:10
do some homework in common room until 8:30
lessons from 8:45-4pm,
get on first bus at 4:30pm and take another bus and then walk till i get home at 6pm,
6-7pm i get in, relax a bit, work on my website, eat something,
7pm-11pm i do continuous homework for school
11pm have a shower
1:15-2am homework.
6am wake up.a couple of nights ago i went to bed at 3am, and also once 4am. im considering pulling some all nighters just to get this work done. and my parents are getting so angry with me because im always stressed out and dont sleep enough,... apparently.
as i said above, i eat maybe a rice cake or two, OR a couple of pieces of bread, OR an apple before i leave home in the mornings.
at morning break i usually spend money in canteen and buy a small chocolate crepe
lunch- school meals, but they are VERY small portions and we cant get more. private school. messed up.
at maybe 6:30 i drink some juice and eat a small home-cooked meal for dinner. i usually drink water constantly throughout the day to keep me awake and every other day maybe i have a coffee at home in the evening.
i have no trouble sleeping, obviously. i can go to sleep without needing to think about it sadly.
and i get 4 hours of sleep usually!!! i often fall asleep unwillingly because i get super tired and just collapse. ive fallen asleep 30 mins in one class recently.. and teachers have apparently complained the the head that im always tired.
but i cant sleep more! it is literally impossible! im falling behind in my art and i have an exam in two weeks and im not even a quarter of the way through my sketchbook and im worried about my french writing exam next week because ive only been doing french for one year and a bit! and 3 english controlled assessments, a science exam and geography, ICT coursework, and 26 more exams before the end of the year! 11 gcses im doing including triple science.
and my dad tells me "if you WANT to get those good grades you have to do minimum 3-5 hrs a night of work!" and im already doing that, but im falling majorly behind. i am NEVER productive in my art lessons, i find it really hard because of the deadlines and pressure, and im meant to be really good at art!
im depressed