Right, it's been two months since I applied for voluntary work at the hospital. I respect the fact that they're overloaded with work and busy 24/7, but I mean I want to volunteer!
So basically I got a bit angry and I headed for the hospital after school today.
As I went in there must have been some 30 patients in the waiting room and I was looking for someone to ask/complain about me wanting to do work.
Everyone was busy, so I waited and strolled and got angry.
I saw two nurses walking down the ward joking around and stuff, so I asked them if there was any kind of voluntary work available, and I think they laughed at that and just said no etc.
All went wrong, I argued and shouted in the ward (there were 5 people here) and some other nurses came out and I shouted at them as well.
Then the doctor also came out of his ward and as soon as I saw him, I walked out of the ward like nothing had happened.
To add to that, as I was walking down the park, there were lots of ducks there and I was gona kill one when this dog came and scared the ducks away, funny but

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I feel dead; What to do?