What's going on with me?

I seem to be a mass of hormones at the moment, but not the type that make me miserable - the ones that make me horny!

Anyone who read my posts before Christmas knows I had a huge crush on my best friend, which, thankfully, has started to subside. But now I've got another one!

There's a guy I've know for most of my life who I talk to almost constantly online now. We sorta lost touch when he went off to uni, but we've sort of "rediscovered" our old friendship and it's really good. Thing is, I'd always had a bit of a "thing" from him, from when I was old enough to appreciate what a "thing" was :p:

My friend said he tried to ask me out in year 8, but I never did anything about it, and he was a really good friend to me when I dropped out of 6th form, and we even went on a few dates. We saw loads of each other that summer, and had a really good laugh.

There was always a hint of us maybe getting together, but then he went to uni miles away, so it kinda stopped anything that was thinking of starting.

We're really open with each other online, and he's said i'm the only girl he can really talk to. But I think all my old feelings are coming back and I dont really know what to do. He lives too far away even if things did start... and I don't really know how he feels about me.

I'm just a bit confused.

Why do I always go after unobtainable men?

Any suggestions what I should do?