I had a girlfriend, I lost her. This was over a year ago. I have lost my interest in girls completely since then. I never want one again and have felt like this for over a year. Is this odd?
and No, I dont have any interest whatever in boys.
Surely what matters is doing what you feel like and living your life in a way that makes you happy (obviously without damaging others to do so). If you aren't currently interested in having a girlfriend then don't have one. Do what feels right, when it feels right and don't worry if it's odd or not. Why judge yourself by other people's standards of normality on such a personal issue?
I don't want the stress. I feel a lot more stress when I'm with a girl. I don't really trust anyone, get paranoid alot. I could see myself being alone for the rest of my life and I am happy with that. But maybe I can be alot more happy with someone. Is it odd that I'm not willing to try?
Do people actually do this? and are they completely happy?
I know I'm happy at the moment, but I'm not sure how long i'll stay like this.
Well you could decide it's not 'normal' and that the happiness won't last for much longer, and go out and 'find' a girlfriend, when you don't actually want one... But I think it makes more sense to just be happy, and when you meet the right person, just let things happen..