I always do stupid things when drunk, I don't know why. People say I have an alter-ego when drunk. This can be a good thing but sometimes I just turn into an idiot. This can sometimes involve taking drugs. If I'm wasted, completely drunk on beer, I'll accept a line of anything. I just do it, when drunk I have no self control.
Last night was probably the worst thing I ever did and I completely regret going out. I went out with my friend to a pub and got the most drunk I've been in ages on shots, pints, anything. I could hardly walk when we went home, and we ended up going to a party back at the halls. I was offered a line of cocaine which I took, and then the people left the room, so I had one of theirs. They were, understandably furious when they got back. I was thrown out the party, and I even protested against it. I was rude to them and kept saying I hadn't done anything, even though I clearly had. I had no argument but I argued and got abusive anyway. Before I went, it seemed like a good idea to urinate up her door. I am such an arse.
However, one of the people who was at the party came back to my flat to actually tell me not to take it to heart getting thrown out. She was just as drunk as me though I think. Her friends who chucked me out then came to my flat to get her and take her back. She was actually sticking up for me!
I feel so stupid, but it wasnt a concious decision to nick theirs. I just physically did it without thinking because I was that out of it. Gah. I'm so glad I'm transferring universities in two months. I'm never drinking again. Or I'm going to have to write on my hand, 'don't do stupid things when drunk'. This is by far the worst thing I've ever done when drunk. When I transfer I am NEVER touching drugs again and I'm cutting down my drinking.
Anyone else done anything totally cringe-worthy at university yet?