So I found this drawer in my house, it's basically got all this stuff from the 90s and late 80s, before I was born, with my parents stuff, and it's got videos, TV shows they taped, movies they liked, and CDs and cassettes of songs they liked, and it makes them appear like fun and interesting people, quite a contrast to the parents I know as my own.
So what I'm freaking out about is that, I think I'm a reasonably fun person to be around(and hopefully I'm right), but I'm afraid that as soon as I have kids, I'll turn into a boring person? I know I'm still quite young, I still have my whole life ahead of me, and it will(hopefully) be a long time until I do have children, but I can't help but think about how it will change my life for the worse.
Don't get me wrong, I don't hate children or anything, it's just the feeling that I'm getting, that fear of change, especially right now, when I'm feeling that my life is right on track.
I'd like to hear your thoughts and views, or if you got this feeling some time in your life.
It's not too late!