I was wondering if anyone feels the same was as I do, I'll try to be as brief as possible so I can outline what's up with me.
Right.. for years I've always felt knackered, exhausted, tired, never feeling wide awake. I can be on very odd occations, with once being last summer where I came back from holiday and felt very wide awake.
Most of the time, I wake up feeling tired, during the day I go through various periods of feeling OK to extremely tired where I can't get up or I go dizzy. I have black circles around my eyes and they no longer show there real colour. They just look tired. I've been told my best feature is my eyes but that's no longer the case.
My skin, especially on my face looks a complete mess. I look like I'm on drugs or something.
This constant tiredness has resulted in my feeling depressed, low self esteem, worthless, always putting my self down, 'can't be bothered' attitude instead of the very confident, happy, smily, cheerful, always up for anything me! I want that back! Also lack of concentration!!!
I've been to the doctors and told her the way I felt. She got me tested for diabetes and others that relate to feeling tired but I came out all in the clear.
If I admit, my diet is appauling - only because when I do eat healthy, nothing ever changes anyway. I used to eat healthy but I felt like crap then as well so what's the point? I've just given up. I used to also go the gym to keep fit, it did help but I felt very very tired still. But I must of got worse because I couldn't possibley go to the gym now in my state.
Erm... I have suffered from bad depression. Not sure if I still have it, I just blame sadness of being tired all of the time. I'm confused.
I just want to be able to wake up and get through the day like a normal person with out feeling tired all of the time as it's really really getting me down and my performance in anything from just getting up to an exam at college is being affected by this tiredness.
One last thing... I have been binge drinking a hell of a lot lately and having late nights but the thing is... me feeling tired has nothing to do with it, well it might be a small factor but it; not major as I';ve felt like this for years and years, before I even tired alcohol.
Does anyone else feel like me???