Mental Health Support Society MKVII

I hope you sleep well hopefully you have good dreams tonight that help you for your interview!

I hope so. I also need to hope I can at least fake confidence, and I need to work out what to wear to hide my arms that doesn't look ridiculous in the heat.

good luck, I don't know how to advise on confidence im afraid, never been able to even fake it, yet alone have it in real life maybe just wear a long sleeve shirt and say you been a bit under the weather and your arms are cold or something?

I can be quite good at faking confidence, but not when I'm feeling the way I do right now.

I hope you feel stronger for tomorrow then!

is this an actual condition or are you people just really hating life?

serious question

Thanks, I hope so too.

Urgh, my friend's online and I really want to talk to him, but I promised myself I'd try and get through today without contacting him, because I'm horribly reliant on him and I need to learn not to be. (If he ever found out I have a TSR account and stalked my posts, he'd think I'm even crazier than he undoubtedly already does)

I refuse to believe this is a serious question...

I will keep my fingers crossed for you

that's sweet, if he is a friend surely he won't mind? idk, im probably not the person to ask when it comes to interpersonal relationships

Yeah, I just don't want to bother him. Practically every time we've spoken recently I've been in a bad place. I'll wait a bit, and if he's still online once I've had something to drink I'll speak to him. Maybe. I just feel kind of weak for running to him every time I feel like I can't cope.

fair enough, that's okay, idk, like I said to me being a friend would mean being there for someone even in situations like that but idk if that's just me being weird

I've triggered myself . Why am I so weak? I really don't know what to do.

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Still not sleeping properly Only seem to sleep when at the point of passing out from exhaustion, and even then it's only for 4-5 hours, and the sleep is broken/disturbed. Really sick of feeling so tired all the time.

Considering going back to the GP next week to say I don't think the meds are helping very much. I had a couple of decent days this week, but when I think about it, all the citalopram has really done is make me feel 10x worse and horribly suicidal. I stopped feeling suicidal this past week which made me think it was beginning to work, but now I'm not so sure Really wish I had properly explained how bad I was feeling last time I went.

I feel like it's the calm before the storm in my life... the storm being some mad problems / drama no doubt, but just like the weather, unpredictable and don't know when the storm is going to hit.

Ignore me, rambling on and just feel like I want to post it. It's kind of cryptic though so only I know what it refers to, uh

I feel like it's the calm before the storm in my life... the storm being some mad problems / drama no doubt, but just like the weather, unpredictable and don't know when the storm is going to hit.

Ignore me, rambling on and just feel like I want to post it. It's kind of cryptic though so only I know what it refers to, uh

I've triggered myself . Why am I so weak? I really don't know what to do.

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Oh bloody hell. Dealt with my sister, now I've got two emails from my mum I don't feel much like reading. I get the suspicion that my family might have been communicating with each other about me again...


Will deal with this further development tomorrow, and try not to be so damn ungrateful.

Yeah, that's what I think a friend should do as well. I just hate being so reliant on him, it makes me feel pathetic. It also worries me - he's been there when I've needed him in the past, but I always worry that won't go on forever. I know it's almost entirely my insecurity, really.

not sure how else I can advise im afraid, I can only speak from my own idea of what things mean, but I hope you figure things out!

You and your sister have an amazing relationship . Actually felt quite emotional reading this . Mind you, if only I had a supportive, loving family, I wouldn't be in the situation I'm in today. You are very lucky to have her as a sister

Oh bloody hell. Dealt with my sister, now I've got two emails from my mum I don't feel much like reading. I get the suspicion that my family might have been communicating with each other about me again...


Will deal with this further development tomorrow, and try not to be so damn ungrateful.