When i was with her, i told her i wasn't sure if i loved her or not. But i told her that i had great fun with her and enjoyed our friendship. And that i wanted to be with her because i really care about her, and like her, and mostly importantly, we're happy when we're together, very happy. To which shes been pretty much depressed since summer from her problems. But i think now though, that i do love her, as i realise it now that we're not together, even with all this sadness, in the end, i want her to be happy.
Thats how i felt about our relationship too. We needed to be together to experiance 'love'. Thats why i wanted her to live with me in London for a while. I thought it was natural to not feel a love for someone especially with her as she felt it didn't seem as we're together when we're online. I just feel that if we were to spend a long time together, she will be able to.... if not then, it was never meant to be in the long run. But i need to know because i feel it is.