i know i hate feeling like this though, bad stuff is happening in my life and i try to get through it, but when i get hormonal like this it all gets on top of me, and the worst thing is i have noone to talk to cos i would talk to my ex about it cos hes also my best friend but he is kinda part of the problem and its all difficult and messed up and i just feel really alone, kinda really looking forward to uni in sept so i can make some new friends - ive never had a girl best friend really so i really miss that, not being able to have the gily chats about personal stuff and boys etc.......its times like this u need a girl on girl convo really