yeah I often 'grind' girls that arent worth a second look. Never failed me
Basically its the embarassment of it all that gets you mad, but if she wasn't worth your time then why let it bother you????
No matter how drunk I got, I never felt like beating on a girl :/
Maybe drink less, before you get done for assault or worse?
You have to expect it, couldn't do to be caught unawares! Thing is, you only find out once it's too late about the awareness/paranoia thing, and then you can't bloody get rid of it!
Thats one of the reasons i could never be arsed to do it as a proper job - not to mention the £500 you need to get started (licence and initial training)
Surely now that you've realised and accepted sober that you feel like this when you drink, you will drink less in future??
You've clearly got a problem, you don't need anyone else to tell you that.
Not likely, depends from company to company, although from what i hear, things are becoming increasingly professional, with a union having been set up (support for it is not exactly forthcoming though - lots of scepticism). Saying that, i'm not too clued up, as the work i did was unlicensed and some time ago (3 years-ish).