thank god everything seems so sortable to you! it'sa pity it's not the same for me... my family is a lie... it's no family... my parents now try to convince us that it is but to be honest, with their example, i don't believe in family anymore. it's horrible, but it's the harsh reality. it hurts so much when someone like ur dad who has always been an arse to u and the rest of ur family suddenly tries to change, and ur mother who had always been against him for very plausible reasons is now 'on his side' and i'm the one who is wrong. it's unbelievable. may god forbid this happening to other families. most of u will not know what it is to suffer so much, and parents don't even understand (although they will always tell u they do, no matter what). i'm sick and tired of this, because to be honest, because of the things i've been through i don't even consider myself to have had a proper childhood. my childhood ended when i was 7 (if i ever had a childhood). and believe me, wht happens at home REALLY does affect you in skl. i've done all my efforts to sort of "reconstruct" my life now (im 16 now btw). bt i dn't believe in families anymore - it's just bull**** most the time. i just hope one day i'll be happier and all of this sh*t ive been through will have helped me grow (even though i've already grown too much, prematurely!)
may god bless all the children, sons and daughters so that they are spared from others' problems. all of us deserve to be happy, no matter what we have been told. god bless all of you.