Help - What can i do

I'm soo deep into mess, i know it's nothing compared to some people's problems but i have cried on/off for the past week almost, can't concentrate, cant do anything.

Basically, i had/have a boyfriend (who i love and loves me apparently, i thought so) we sort of broke up last week, as he kissed (only kissed, no tounges etc) his friend who a girl when drunk, and he feelt so guilty+i go a bit upset 4sum reason, he said he couldnt hurt me and mayb we could get together in the future, we'd remain good friends. I carrieed on to see and talk to him, him telling me he loved me etc, but i havnt seen him for 4 days now + it seems like he doesnt wana see me or care anymore. he tels me to ring, but i just wana talk things through proper. im scared to loose him 4 gd thou, even though i rekon is definatly not going to happen.

Also i inadvertly (spelt rong) choose him over my best friend. i always so him and kinda neglected her too much, now she has told me its to l8 and that we cant b friends. Im realy shy and quiet and not too many friends and now i literally have no one, i feel so depressed and its affect my as revisionm.
I have no clue what to do, as the people id normaly turn to are the problems.
Im also on dianetter 9 a type of pill ) which i heard can make u more emotional.
Can anyone give any advice, im so stuck and down.
thanx sory it long and mayb not clear

Reply 1

omfgski

I have been in such a similar situation! My boyfriend did the same thing to me and said the same kind of things. From experience, I would advise you to forget about this boy, he isn't worth the effort of keeping in touch with. When guys say that "maybe we can get together in the future", it's to keep you waiting around in case they get bored with being single.

As for having no one to turn to, that was the same for me. I had no friends because I had abandoned them all for this boy. All I can say, is along with trying to meet new people, give your old friends time too. When my friends saw that I had put that boy out of my mind, the boy i dumped them for, they eventually understood my mistake and accepted me again - maybe this will happen for you too.

Spend time doing things you enjoy to take your mind off of the bad stuff too. Sorry if this didn't help!