hey
i was wondering if anyone knew if it was possible generally to take a year out of medical school. i know i should ask my own uni, but i thought i'd ask here first.
i'm finding it really hard at the moment and am questioning myself whether it is the right course for me. i wish i took a gap year before i came, i'm finding it really hard to be motivated for exams and stuff after constantly working/taking exams since year 9.
btw with the gap year, i would do something like travelling/volutary work abroad/get a job etc etc, anything that's totally different to what i'm doing now, ie not actively studying.
i'm kinda wondering if i have depression cos ever since first year exams i've been crying and feeling really down (sometimes for no apparent reason) on and off since (i'm near the end of second year). i'm thinking of seeing a counsellor, but can i do this if i'm not sure if i have depression or not?
i'm really not sure any more if i want to do medicine, but i don't know what else i'd rather do. i used to think the best option for me was to just continue because it's easier that way, and i can't think of any other course/job i would want to do over medicine (not that i'm particularly over the moon about doing it) and also it's a waste of money and a waste of my place if i give up.
please could anyone give me some advice...
thanku
xxxx