Hey I'm sorry to hear what you're going through. Please stay strong. Does the therapy help at all? I know its easy to say, but try your best to carry on. Try eating food you like, and try changing your mindset. Constantly tell yourself that it will be okay, and try your best to have a positive attitude on a day to day basis. I think you should tell someone what you're going through, possibly a relative that you're close with. If not, keep going to therapy and let it all out. Its good to release your emotions rather than keeping them bottled up. You could write them in a diary, or express them through drawings. I am no expert, but I really hope my advice helps and I wish you the best.