Hi, I am 23 years old male from the Midlands.
I think I have a problem. . .
I don't know if its depression, personality disorder or what,
For a long time now, years actually I have had a few social problems running in the background, my family doesn't talk, I only talk to my parents and brother now and that's not very often either. My Nan has been diagnosed with dementia and last month I had to put my dog to sleep through kidney failure.
I don't think I have any friends now, I haven't spoke to any of them since last summer and then it was left of bad terms (money they owe me).
I am about to finish university in the next few months and need to find a full time job.
I work part time at Dominoes and never get the time to go out and socialize, I don't know what to do because I feel like ****. I don't have much interest in anything anymore, I thought my problem was some form of depression and I was weightlifting and exercising to combat the symptoms but if I stop for a few days I feel like crap again.
I don't think I know how to socialize now either, I don't consider the people at uni friends, I travel from home and don't speak to them outside of lectures, the friends that I thought I had haven't bothered to speak to me for over a year, the last so called friend hasn't spoken to me since last summer, he owes me around £150 yet not even a message of Facebook.
I have nothing to do other than revise for exams and work, my weekends are so dull I prefer the week days. My parents and brother are so busy with their own lives they don't talk to me much, I don't have anything to talk to them about anyway.
I literally talk to people who are not here anymore when I dream, I see my family, pets friends etc, yet all of them are dead or have forgotten about me.
whats wrong with me Watch
- Thread Starter
- 25-03-2013 23:45
- 25-03-2013 23:54
- 25-03-2013 23:55
Do press ups. Lots of press ups.
- 26-03-2013 00:00
Take up a hobby or something, great way to make people