So about a week ago I lost my virginity (I'm 19 btw).
I'm not proud about how it happened (was a very drunken one night stand with a guy who's name I don't know/remember, and I can't even remember what he looked like).
As far as I know I met him in the uni club and went back to his room with him, after loosing my friends early on in the night as they took someone home as they didn't get in.. so after partying with my coursemates and them for a bit when they got back from taking our friend home, I guess I got this this guy.
I feel kind of bad that it happened this way, but I was ready, and I kind of expected it considering how much I've changed etc. since starting uni.
If I remember correctly we used protection, but like I said we were really drunk. I know I'm not pregnant though, and I guess I just have to hope I didn't catch anything from him...
I don't know if I told the guy about being a virgin or not. I feel bad, because when I woke at 9am in his room, not knowing where I was.. though apparently I told a friend at some point on the phone.. I just got dressed and ran away.. still a bit tipsy! I was just a bit shocked as I remembered almost nothing of the night before. I didn't leave my number or anything..
I guess I just needed to post this to get it off my chest, I'm not after advice really.
I don't feel any different, my virginity was never that big of a deal to be, so that's okay, but I feel bad I can't remember it and a bit bad about the circumstances in which it happened I guess... but it was a good night!
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- Thread Starter
- 30-03-2013 18:19
- 30-03-2013 21:11
If you can't remember... are you 100% sure you lost your virginity at all?
- 30-03-2013 22:16
lol, i think the only way to get this off your chest is to go to therapy. lol.
- Thread Starter
- 31-03-2013 14:01