Anon as people may know me here.
Okay here's the thing. I'm 21 years old and go to an American University in the Middle East. I'm an Arab, and this makes things much complicated for me.
Anyway, that's not the point. I have a friend, let's call her Megan. Megan and I are really close friends. We tell each other EVERYTHING. Literally everything. She knows my deepest secrets and I trust her with my life.
As far as I'm concerned, I always classified myself as straight with a hint of bi-curious-ness. I have fantasized about 2 or 3 other guy friends before, but it's only those particular guys.
Moving on, there's this guy whom I first saw in my uni a year ago. And let me tell you a few things about this guy:
1) HOT
2) FIT
3) SEXY
4) PERFECT
Seriously, I'm not exaggerating. He's like a sex-god. I never saw a guy as beautiful as him. He's tall, lean, fit, a bit muscular, the perfect body hair, sexy wavy jet black hair, and the right amount of trimmed beard. He's one gorgeous human being, and trust me, I never ever EVER felt so much attraction for another human as much as him. It's quite odd, since I don't even consider him a "male", just some sort of beautiful creature. I can imagine being with him and doing things with him and it doesnt even feel wrong, because he's p.e.r.f.e.c.t. I just cant take my eyes off him whenever I see him walking by!
Megan knows my infatuation with him, as she finds him super sexy too. She would say things like "oh god I just wanna rip his t-shirt" and **** he's so beautiful, what a sexy man".... She also loves his lips, and how they're big and perfect...all things I agree with
Anyway, poor Megan has been helping me, well, both of us really, to get to know the guy. She is very social and knows a lot of people in uni, so it's easy for her to chat him up. And she did, for the first time, 1 month ago....
First thing she told him? "Can I have your number?" Lol I know. He looked at her and his hands were shaking and he was like "but you dont even know me. Get to know me first..." SO CUTE!
3 or 4 more times she met him here and there, campus, library, etc, while I awkwardly stood far away or in a corner.... Every time he would be like next time. And every time we see him, he looks at Megan and gives her a wink. That would make her day. We would always see him on campus and he would usually be alone, which made us, me and Megan, both super happy as an excuse to befriend him. Just when things were going smooth, turns out he knows a lot of people, and now we would often see him hanging around with his guy friends
But we are not giving up. I really want to do something, you know, chat him up, initiate the friendship, but that would be plan weird. I mean I'm a guy...I cant go randomly to another guy and talk to him...awkward and weird...plus we're in completely different majors (fields of study), and he doesnt even know I exist! He just sees me with Megan, that's it.
And this is really eating me up, you know. I think it's moved beyond this point, where I'm actually becoming obsessed with him. I just want to be friends with him. I swear. Megan told me today, she was like don't worry, I promise you next time I see him, I'll take his number and invite him out and stuff and make you guys close friends. I really hope this works! But it's taking so long!
Honestly guys, at this point, I just wanna get to know him and be friends with him. I don't know why, but I really believe me and him would be excellent buddies, probably some potential bromance lol. I never actually had close males friends in school, and in uni, I have quite a few male friends, but I'm not so close to them. I really want to be friends with this guy. No matter what! I just want us to be close friends. And if he is into guys, then that's a bonus, but like I said, I'd much rather prefer his friendship. I think we would be great friends.
I don't know what I can do at this point other than hoping Megan would speed up the process. I know you guys might find it weird how I desperately want to be friends with this guy, but I really think me and him would be excellent mates. The thought of never getting to know him would KILL me.... Anyone been in a similar situation? Guys? Girls? I just NEED him in my life. What can I do?
I apologize for the long post, but I finally let that off my chest. Please help me TSR.