Few months ago, I was on my boyfriend's laptop. Tried to click on My Computer as was fixing something, accidentally clicked on My Photos. Saw naked photo of someone, an amateur one, taken by someone themselves. Looked like a friend of his. Had suspicions, let go, went to then go check my gmail.
He was already logged onto his gmail. Not proud of this, but saw conversation with girl I thought the naked photo was of. Quickly saw her talking about "not letting [him] see more photos of her vajayjay". That's all I saw, I shut it down and went into shock. Basically connected the two. Conversation dated in the last month or so.
Exploded at him, he told me it was a pornographic photo, downloaded it as his internet doesn't allow him to watch videos. I don't care about him watching or looking at porn. I care it was potentially a girl he knew. He used to like her and they used to send each other lots of naked photos. This photo, however, was dated a month before. I googled her, keep googling her, the face looks the same, the body shape looks the same, everything looks the same. He convinced me of the above story, just a photo of a website. I never fully believed him tbh.
Suspicions are rising again. Had a fight, and now I've brought it up. She looks so similar. So incredibly similar. I know I sound like a psycho looking her up but I could swear on my life it is her.
What the hell do I do. Relationship of 3 years. Everything feels wrong anyway with him, maybe I should just stop kidding myself he's not lying. He said he's been cheated on before and never would do it to anyone else. Maybe he just meant physical cheating. She lives in America. SHe looks so similar and I'm going mad, what do I do?