If someone says to you "i'll never be your friend again" do they really mean it?
Even if they are a really nice person who you never meant to hurt?
I talked to a spirtual authority about it once, and he was sure that in time the "other person" (OP) would forgive me and wouldnt be mad at me forever.
I hope so, because i really need the OP's forgiveness, i need them to tell me im not a bad person, because i cant convince myself that i am a good person, and noone else can, except for the OP.
Its affecting my other relationships, even potential ones - im scared that ill hurt these people because im a bad person.