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Rant about mother (long)

Everything just seems like a mess at the moment. I've been with my boyfriend for a few months-ish and had yet to tell our parents. Theres a whole backstory kinda thing with our families being friends and him being one of my older brothers best mates, but the truth of the matter was that I just wasn't ready for them to know. Pressure from the parents (they drive me crazy as it is, particularly my mother as he's my first boyfriend and I'm 18) and just general uncomfortableness with them knowing tbh.

Then the other day my mother saw an aquaintence of mine and his (only aquaintence because she's a mates older sis, n someone who he really doesn't get on with) who knew about it through her bro n told my mum. She came home n confronted me asking if it was true. That was yesterday, n we didn't really talk about it because my dad and little brother came in and I sorta avoided her, didn't want to hear it then. She just came in and had a go at me about how upset she is and how close she thought we were. I know I just sound like the horrible one in this 'story' but I needed to rant.

She's driving me crazy, n guilt tripping me bout not telling her bout having a boyfriend just makes me not want to tell her anything anyway. Life is fun! *sarcastic*

I could continue but I'll leave it for now.